_::sWeEt thOuGhtS::_

>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<

2007-01-01T07:45:00.000-08:00

HhhAaApPpPhHhHiIIiiEeEee

nYYyyyyyYYuUuUuUuu

yEeEeAaARrrRrr...

2006-12-18T21:00:00.000-08:00

**_**thiRd qUarTeR eXamiNatiOn iS oVeR... yiPpPpeeEEee..**_**

tUrniNg 16

2006-12-05T20:43:00.000-08:00

omg... i can't believe that i'm already 16 at this time.. waaaaahhh... ang tanda ko na pala... grrr...

hehehe... anyway, happy naman ako nung birthday ko.. gosh ang daming nag greet sakin.. even those persons na di ko inexpect na magregreet sakin eh grineet ako.. waaaahhh... touch naman ako dun.. hehehehe

at this point of my life, narealized ko rin na may nakaalala parin ng birthday ko kahit papano.. huhuhu.. masaya na ako dun.. :D

sige, till here nalang.. update update lang ng blog... wala lang... hehehe.. sige bye na... muwah..

next time poh ulit...

2006-12-02T20:53:00.000-08:00

"???wHaT's iN mY bAg???"

mY tWo bAgS... mOstLy itOnG dALaWa aNg giNagAmiT kOh...hehehe

^_^sOmE oF mY sTuFfS i pLaCe oN mY bAg^_^

2006-11-30T18:28:00.000-08:00

bLuE iS tHe coLoR oF mY daY... tRiP kOh LnG.. waHaHaHa... (LoL...) *^_^wiNk^_^*

2006-11-30T18:22:00.000-08:00

^_^gUyS sOrRy... waLa nA uNg 'eXtrAs' kOh.. piNaLitAn q nA kC LayOuT kOh.. sEnXa n pOh..^_^

vaCatiOn

2006-11-29T22:42:00.000-08:00

yiPee.. walang pasok for 5 days.. hehehe.. lol... ang saya talaga.. at last makakapag pahinga na ako and i can also make my projects already so that i can prepare in our 3rd quarter examination this coming second or third week of december, i think..

anyway, ngayon lang ako ulit gumamit ng internet kasi nadisconnect wifi namin last week.. haist... di ako mabubuhay ng di nakakapagsurf ng net.. hahaha

sige update ko nalang blog ko ulit next time.. check niyo nalang yung extras ko.. may pix ako dun.. hehehe ... la lang.. sige.. bye..

next time po ulit.. muwah

bAdtriP...grrr

2006-11-21T20:39:00.000-08:00

wala si ma'am rapisura ngayon and yesterday... sumama kasi siya sa Thailand... anyway, si liezl ang nagtatake charge sa class namin.. she is the one teaching us in our subjects, filipino and social studies... mejo boring nga lang kasi nandun din lang naman sa book yung mga dinidiscuss niya.

haisstt..... :( life talaga...

nabadtrip kasi ako kanina sa classroom.. pinagtritripan kasi nila ako.. tinatago nila bag and even my lunch pass.. inis na inis talaga ako.. grrr.. yan tuloy nakapagsalita na naman ako ng masama.. hmp..

by the way, ang saya kaninang training ng mga aspirants.. hehehe.. wala lang.. hehehe.. nawalan na naman ako ng boses kanina.. haaayyy..

maaga kaming nadismiss kanina sa training kaya umuwi na kami agad.. kakapagod magtrain pero enjoy kahit papano... hehehe..

sige till here.. i'll update my blog again next time if i have time.. geh, bye.. muwah*

fRom pAuLi hiGh

2006-11-18T19:14:00.000-08:00

Haikus

Drop... drop... drop

Teardrops from the eye,

Emotions keep flowing by.

Bring forth happiness.

Tears can mean goodbye,

A drop can erase a lie.

It brings us sadness.

Tears can bring us joy,

From simple things like a toy.

It gives contentment.

Tears can bring hello,

A drop can make friendship glow.

It is then a gift.

These droplets of tears,

can mean through the years.

A sigh of relief.

***_-_-_fRoM "tHe PauLiniAn hiGh" magZiNe_-_-_*** i WaS iNspiRed bY iT!!!

:::feLt diSgUstEd:::

2006-11-17T19:45:00.000-08:00

nakakainis... :( inaantok ako sa klase kanina. i went to plaza last night kasi kaya yun. hmp! 1:30 ako natulog.... waaaahh

well, anyway... i'm back. i consider this day that came to my life as an ordinary day.. parang wala lang para sakin....

nagalit si sir alconis kanina.. kakatakot.. wala kasing assignment yung iba kong mga classmates. tapos may nahuli pa siyang gumagawa ng assignment before he started our class with him...

hehehe

enjoy topic namin ngaun sa health... hehehe.. la lang.. it was all about family... i mean family planning... hehehe...

shortened period kami kanina kaya health yung last subject namin.. di na naman kami nag klase sa music.. hay naku. weong timing lahat ng programs namin ngaun.. hehehe

by the way, it was our first time to wear our fatigue na meron yung mga names and positions namin (name cloth)... hehehe.. ang sarap ng feeling... yung parang proud ka na isa kang officer.. yung tipong responsible tapos mapagkakatiwalaan.. yung ganun.. hehehe

well, need to go now... update na naman po ako next time pag my time.. hehehe.. :D

till next time.. take care guys.. hehehe... muwah

*wink

2006-11-09T21:41:00.000-08:00

ngayon lang ulit ako nagparamdam dito sa blog ko ah... hehehe miss ko na nga rin to eh..

anyway, boring ngayon... we had our first group quiz in physics.. kainis, 2 or 3 mistakes nakuha namin.. hhaaaaiiisssstt...

well, late na naman akong matutulog ngayon. trip ko lang. hehehe.. joke. pero ang totoo nyan, i will read my lessons first bago matulog.. mahirap na pag wala akong alam pagdating ko sa school.. kakahiya naman.. hehehe

sige, till here nalang.. hehehe.. just wanna leave a message to that bad guy.. hahaha..

kung sino man yun alam mo na na ikaw yung tinutukoy ko ngayon.. hahaha.. malalaman ko rin birthday mo... hehehe.. humanda ka..

k, bye... gtg.. muwah

2006-11-03T19:22:00.000-08:00

!!!HaLLoWeeN iS oVer!!!

:::yiPeEe:::

_haLLoWeeN piX_

2006-11-02T20:37:00.000-08:00

..::sA cEmeTerY::..

Get Your Own! View Slideshow

_sO iRoniC_

2006-10-28T17:37:00.000-07:00

tHis iS wHat i'M fEeLiNg aiTh nOw....

sAd... aLoNe... tiReD...

!!!???iSn'T iT iRoniC???!!!

+chEeriNg cOmpEtitiOn+

2006-10-28T17:24:00.000-07:00

omg!!! ang saya kanina.. hehehe.. kabado kaming lahat.

CHEERING COMPETITION NA!!!!!
::waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh::

kinakabahan ako kanina kasi di ko lam yung ibang cheering songs namin.. gosh.. don't know what to do...

haaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy.........................

anyways, di bale ang dami naming awards.. hahaha
kahit 1st placer sa cheering competition at least nakuha namin yung "over-all champion" award.. hahaha

no one can beat us coz..................

"YEAH MEN!!! WE'RE UNSTOPPABLE!!!!!!"
wahahahahahahahahahahaha

sa "best drummer award" naman, napunta sa first year.. hay naku neil ano ginawa mo???
hhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmpppppp

by the way, naalala ko nakita ko pala si kuya mark... hehehe.. kasama niya sina RD, jm, thonz, epot, at art.... sila yung mga certified pasaway nung 3rd year kami.. hahahaha

sayang di man lang ako nakapunta sa "battle of the bands" kagabi sa heritage..

nakisali kasi sila... grrr... hmmmmppp

hehehehe

sige till here ulit... enjoy reading my posts in my blog...

muwah

Wisdom Brings Happiness

2006-10-28T02:11:00.000-07:00

Wisdom Brings Happiness

Why is it that most people are not as happy as they could be? One is in control of one's life. Why wouldn't one make his life as enjoyable as possible? I believe that most people aren't as happy as they could be because of lack of wisdom and understanding. When one gets older, more responsibility is added to his life. One's decisions become bigger and of more importance. Each new decision affects more people and which direction one's life will go. If one doesn't gain the wisdom to correctly make these decisions, then one's life will become chaotic and stressful, and chaos and stress do not bring happiness. One gains such wisdom by listening to and learning from experience. Most likely one's parents have already had to make the same decision. It is vital to listen to one's parents and receive their advice. It is similar to why one studies history in school. If one doesn't learn from history, one is doomed to repeat it. One must also fully understand the consequences of each decision. Instead of looking to see what may occur later, most people are compelled to do what makes them feel the happiest at the moment. If one does not understand what will occur in choosing something, then one's decision can only be beneficial due to luck. One must look ahead to see the consequences of his actions in order to live as happily as possible. One of the main reasons that people are not happy is that they rely on this luck. It is like rolling the dice or using a magic eight-ball to figure out what to do. One is the author of one's life and should take responsibility for it. One shouldn't rely on chance or luck to better oneself. One becomes the most happy by taking one's time in life. In this fast- paced world, with cell phones going off and televisions on, it is hard to find time or peace to think things through. One's happiness should not be all at the beginning of one's life and sorrow at the end, and one's life should not be sorrow at the beginning to reach happiness at the end. One should be happy throughout life, and this occurs by making the correct decisions.

To Love Is an Act of Will

2006-10-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

To Love Is an Act of Will

Those sentiments that foster close relationships, community, and interdependence, such as love and commitment, have increasingly been considered old-fashioned and foolish. To be trusting is considered to be looking at the world with rose-colored glasses. A forgiving attitude is considered weak, an altruistic streak is suspect of ulterior motives, and a loving behavior is often labeled phony. These attitudes are ironic since these qualities are essential to building an enduring and rich relationship with another. Fairy tales lead one to believe that love equals romance and that romantic love is all that is needed to ensure living happily ever after within a relationship. When the beauty of romantic love fades, one may feel that love itself has faded. What is never mentioned in fairy tales is that love takes work to keep it alive. It may be helpful to remember that to love is often an act of will. Love is frequently thought of as a noun, but love needs to be thought of more as a verb. It is not uncommon for pain, disappointment, and feelings of failure to enter a relationship. It would be wise for one to be prepared to be resilient in a relationship, or one should be prepared to be lonely. The idea is resisted that love does not just happen, but it is learned each day. It is lived out in selfless acts toward others, and it is an act of one’s will, which takes great conscious effort. People who have learned to love well and to love for a long time have come to accept the times of discomfort and pain along with the moments of joy. It is not possible to walk through life without experiencing betrayal or pain. It is human nature to instinctively build walls around oneself for emotional protection. Learning to trust does not make one naive. It allows the person to experience the comfort and intimacy of sharing life with another. Love grows through an optimistic outlook. One’s partner may have failed to live up to one’s expectations that day. Perhaps one’s partner has an irritating habit that is annoying. A pessimistic outlook can be fended off if one remembers what is good in the relationship. Forgiveness is an act of will. One may choose to hold on to hurts and bring the relationship to a grinding halt, or one may choose to seek reconciliation and growth. The first instinct, when one has been hurt, is to strike back by inflicting pain upon the one who has caused the suffering. The possibility that acts of compassion and forgiveness could lead to a new understanding of oneself and result in a deeper dimension to the relationship is hidden behind the need to seek justice. Love does not hold up under the weight of guilt. Forgiveness offers the freedom to build upon the future while leaving past mistakes behind. There is not room in a loving relationship for large egos. To love is to shift the focus off oneself and onto the needs of others. To love is to stop always talking about oneself and begin listening to someone else. To love is to make accommodations for the joy of another. Love requires an attitude of thankfulness. A relationship does not thrive when it is taken for granted. Thoughtless behavior and rude words can, over a period of time, cause damage to a relationship. The phrases “please” and “thank you” are often ignored or assumed that they are understood. Each person in a relationship is responsible for creating an atmosphere of warmth and consideration. It is often said that love sometimes just dies. Love does not die naturally. It dies from neglect, indifference, and from being taken for granted. Like any other living thing, it takes nurturing and an effort to keep it healthy. Love is far more than a warm and fuzzy feeling. Love is something that is willed and lived out each day.

The Greatest Hate

2006-10-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

The Greatest Hate

People tend to fear or dislike what they do not know or understand. Then why, after all of these years, do people still hold onto their feelings of racism? Society is at an all-time high of diversity, and television has taken a reflection to this fact. Many new programs have African-American stars and themes. Most of the commercials have black-inspired music in the background. The population-numbers have shifted, and still people find a reason to dislike those different than themselves. These feelings of hatred and narrow-minded thinking come from many different places. The most common thread in most cases is the beliefs of the parents. The innocent, fragile minds of the children are at the mercy of the corruptive minds of the parents. However it is taught or learned, racism takes on many faces. But are the parents really to blame? Society constantly reminds us of the atrocities of slavery and the post-Civil War South. Black-Americans are surely never going to forget the harsh treatment of their people during the Civil Rights Movement. Even today, many blacks are treated like second-class citizens. Cabs fly by, whites cross the street, and many stare at the black man who has just entered a room of mostly whites. If race doesn’t matter, why do nearly all job applications have the famous race box? The application says it is for research purposes, but there is no research I can think of that requires the race of a specific applicant. I have seen the results of the years of racial hatred towards black people. After so long, if a particular group appears to hate another, that other group will eventually have animosity towards the first. Many blacks have been pushed into a racially-motivated corner. Some feel that it is all the white man’s fault that everything is like it is; they show deep-down hatred towards the Caucasian race as a whole. Others are fully aware of the past but know that dwelling on it will not change the present or the future. Still, some African-Americans have come to hate their own skin and heritage based on the common belief that blacks will always be inferior to whites. Wherever this great hate started, it needs to be stopped. It will never be a short battle, considering how long it took to build up these intense feelings. Everyone breathes the same air, drinks the same water, and spills the same blood. People have more in common with each other than they have differences. The sooner the world comes to this simple understanding, the sooner it will be a much better place for people of all colors.

Healthy Relationships Start Here

2006-10-28T01:59:00.000-07:00

Healthy Relationships Start Here

As a young person, one is influenced by peers. One’s peers are mostly made up of friends and family who are exactly or near one’s own age. In order to fit into a group with friends and family, one must conform to the norms within that group. However, when it comes to being influenced, that does not mean that other people are telling one what to do. It means that one makes independent decisions to follow a certain style or behavior. It is understandable, though, that in every group there is one person who tries to be the leader, and she often tries to tell her “followers” what to do for her convenience. It is when this happens that one should become aware of the kind of friend this girl may be, one who is manipulative or simply one who is more organized than the rest. In society today, people are used to forming groups or cliques in order to feel somewhat secure. People have found that it is easier to go through life with a network of friends because it helps them to feel as though they are well liked. It helps to have a social life, especially when one feels that a break from work or school is necessary; it is a sure way to release stress. Having friends who are sincere and who care about one’s wellbeing is important because each person in the relationship can depend on the other. When a friendship is formed with a number of people, one should take care to identify each person’s role. One does not have to verbalize the roles, but one should be aware of them. Usually there is a “leader” in a group of friends because it is easier to depend on someone else to be the official decision-maker than to take on the responsibility for one’s self. However, it is not very healthy to have a leader who makes decisions based only on her opinions. Even though there may be a leader in a group, it is not necessary to obey or do everything she says: it is important for one to make the decision to follow or not. One can be independent when it comes to running one’s own life, but it is important to be dependant on friends when it comes to advice and opinions. When dealing with the person who is the leader of one’s group, one should be careful to tell whether she is trying to be manipulative. Being manipulated by someone is not pleasant for the other people in one’s life because one may feel that plans must be made around that friend (the leader). Doing this to other people is frustrating to them because they can end up feeling as though one is avoiding them. Manipulation must be avoided so that one can make new friends apart from the friends one already has. One must take care of one’s social life in order to be happy in all the relationships one has. It’s important to have friends, but it is also important to have barriers. One must be careful to have a social life that does not consist of someone else making decisions for one. For one to have a social life that is full of good memories, one must take care to have healthy relationships. Having healthy relationships allows one to have the confidence to form new relationships. Knowing how to form relationships and keep them healthy is important because it is something that one can teach one’s children to do when they start to form their own relationships.

Love Is a Decision and Not a Feeling

2006-10-28T01:54:00.000-07:00

Love Is a Decision and Not a Feeling

One of the most powerful qualities that one has is one's feelings. Both feelings and emotions are often spoken of as one and the same. The soul of humankind consists of the mind, will, emotions, intellect, and the imagination. All of these are the part of an individual that are unique and mysterious. Unless one reveals her innermost feelings, they can be undetected. In other words, one can smile on the outside and cry on the inside simultaneously. Feelings can be tricky. One can be sad at one moment and happy the next. There are many things that affect the way one feels. For instance, soft music or an aromatic candle can soothe feelings of stress. One can go to bed feeling exhausted and discouraged yet wake up feeling as though one can conquer the whole world. Well, maybe not the whole world but at least the situations she must face. One can allow one's self to be motivated by one's feelings or emotions. If one is wise, one will not allow one's life to be centered around one's feelings. One will prioritize one's time and relationships. One will choose things that help achieve one's goals as important. Other things such as entertainment or hobbies will come last. One will also streamline one's activities as situations in one's life progress. Not having any goals or a sense of how to accomplish a goal is presumptuous. One should make plans for the future. One can make a decision to remain committed to anyone or anything, and not be moved by one's feelings. I believe love is a decision and not merely a feeling. I have made a decision to love my family and my friends no matter what I feel at any given moment. I might not always agree with them, but I love them anyway.

2006-10-28T01:41:00.000-07:00

Choice of Love

I believe that people have the wrong view of what love is. Some view love as being some kind of feeling, while others believe that "true love" doesn't exist. Why is it so important to know what love really is? One's actions are based on one's beliefs and understandings. If one doesn't know the true definition and acquire the true understanding, then one cannot truly love. People's wrongful actions have left society crippled and unprepared for the future. So what is the true definition of love?
Before one can understand what love is, one must first understand what love is not. Love is not some random feeling that one can "fall into" or "fall out" of. It is not just acting out of how one is feeling towards someone. Statistics show that people in American society are getting divorced at an alarming rate. A child coming from a dysfunctional family has become commonplace. About one-half of the people getting married end up in divorce. This leaves one-half of society's new generation unprepared. I believe that one's wrongful view of love plays a major role in the escalating divorce rate. Before I go on, I'd like to say that divorce is not always wrong. I do believe that the only reasons to get a divorce are infidelity or abandonment. And these reasons are usually the result of one's momentary blindness or abandonment of the real definition of love. Any other "reason" is due to poor choices before marriage, making divorce an inexcusable result or decision. The false definitions leave one with an excuse for divorce. "Why should people have to stay together if they don't love each other anymore?" They act out of selfishness and don't take others into consideration. People are just lazy! No one wants to look at the problems with society because that would mean a lot of work and accepting that one is wrong. I guess pride does come before the fall.
I believe psychiatrists to be some of the smartest people in the world, not because of any degree, but because they are some of the only people who have enough far-sight to see the actual repercussions of a divorce. They are getting rich treating people for what their parents did or didn't do.
How then shall we live? One must first understand what love is. Love is a choice one makes from the knowledge of oneself and therefore a way of life. Every time someone says or does something, one is choosing to love or not to love. Feelings and emotions sometimes get in the way. The choice of acting in true love is acquired free from acting on impulsive emotions. I say "impulsive emotions" because emotions by themselves are not bad. Everyone has emotions. However, emotions are very unpredictable and should not be mistaken for love in its entirety. Based on the climate, company, certain actions, a comment, or what time of the month it is, a person's emotions can go from good to bad in a second. It is just when one acts out of these emotions without thinking that things go wrong. Love is such a specific term that the Greek language gives three words for it. Love involves relating to others and not holding grudges against them for making a mistake. Love is a way of life in which one chooses to see the good in others. One can accept the fact that nobody is perfect. One's decision to love brings about emotions; when emotions and feelings fail, the choice of love is still there to hold things together. Good friends have fights, but they stay and work things out because they love each other. Problems occur when one makes feelings the definition of love.
Why is it so hard to choose to love someone? Why has the definition of love become so distorted? I believe this is due to many reasons. People are scared to love others because they are afraid they will be taken advantage of or they will not be loved back. The reason that the definition has become distorted is the absence of absolute truths and ideas. Hardly anything is "right and wrong" anymore. People have accepted a new system of "better or worse." One needs to learn that love is a way of life, and one either does or one doesn't. There is no in-between.
Love is not a simple choice one makes purely out of emotion or reasoning. One makes a choice based on one's knowledge of oneself. One makes the choice of love with one's whole being: body (emotions and feelings), mind (decision-¬ making), and soul (personal beliefs). So to truly love, one must first truly know oneself.

;sEcoNd dAy oF iNtrAms;

2006-10-27T04:41:00.000-07:00

life's so boring grabe.. inis ako.. walang magawa kanina.. tapos di ko pa mahanap pouch bag ko kanina. nandun pa naman yung id ko and lunch pass... buti nalang sinign ni ma'am rapisura yung letter ko... hehehe

tapos kaninang hapon, kami kami lang nasa luis chauvet hall... basketball kasi ng mga seniors vs juniors. 4 lang kami na taga cheer ng mga seniors kaya grabe so boring talaga..hahaha

sa school naman di ko inexpect na nandun si Mr. D ulit.. hay naku, nagrereferee na naman.. hahaha

la na siyang ginawa sa school namin kundi magreferee sa volleyball. hehehe

well, kakapagod talaga kanina tapos kaka-antok pa... wala magawa... tambay lang kami..

hay naku,,.. need to rest again.. bye

>>>sTarT oF thE iNtrAmUraLs<<<

2006-10-26T03:30:00.000-07:00

haaaayyy.. this is the day that we are all waiting for... intrams na grabe hehehe

gosh kala ko hindi na matutuloy parade namin gosh! it was raining awhile ago after the mass... napagalitan pa ako kay ma'am astom.. waaaaahhh.. naiwan ko kasi yung line up ng songs for the mass kya i need to go home to get those stuffs... :(

kakapagod magparade... hehehe.. pero masaya.. all of us were singing some of our cheering yells along the way... :D

nagpasaway ako kaninang hapon, hahahaha.. batch color dapat isusuot kaya lang nagblack ako.. hehehe

pasaway talaga ako.. eh kasi naman wala po kasi akong yellow na damit

hehehe

we had also bingo socials.. masaya siya.. the freshies kept on howling kasi it's their first time to join the bingo socials.. hehehe

during the bingo socials, nakita ko sina kuya rd.. grabe!! may pasaway na naman.. hehehe

pero infairness, miss ko talaga sila.. hehehe

i miss their band.. sana makapunta ako sa saturday sa heritage.. join kasi sila sa battle of the bands dun..

nakita ko rin si Mr. D... hay naku... nandun na naman nagpapasaway. isa rin yun...

well, even though how tired we are this day, at least we enjoyed kahit walang masyadong booth.. kakainis.. grrr

sige, till here.. need to rest.. i'm so tired na talaga.. hehehe

kk, bye.. take care guys.. :p

:::prActiCeS(whHhhOoo):::

2006-10-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

this day we just had our practices.. grabe whole day practice.. kakapagod..

well, start na pala aspirancy. di man lang nila ininform!!! sa wakas may kapalit na kami na maglilinis sa campus..hehehe..

this day, all of the aspirants kept on saluting on us.. grabe.. kakatunaw,.. hahaha... fluttered kami kanina.. la lang

sige till here.. need to go to rest coz tomorrow will already be the start of our intramurals.. ang saya.. hahaha

mass muna kami then parade.. sana di ako mahimatay sa parade namin.

k, bye guys.. good luck nalang samin sa cheering sa saturday.. la na kong boses.. hay naku. k, bye

...boRiNgGgGg hOLidAy...

2006-10-24T03:02:00.000-07:00

boring ngaun.. wla magawa just kept on chatting with my friends sa ym na kagaya kong bored din..

haayyy naku... buhay talaga

wala kasing pasok ngaun that's why... nabobore kaming lahat.. grrrrr

how we wish may pasok nalang hindi na holiday.. mas tiresome and boring naman kasi tong ganito..

well, hope i can fix my blog better this time not like my recent blogs..

ang gulo ko.. hehehe

k, till here.. buhbye.. :D